Your Physical Ailment is a Spiritual Matter
For 8 years straight I suffered from extremely heavy bleeding during menstrual cycle every 28 days, which kept me house bound for several days a month. Through those frustrating 8 years I went to several doctors for help, to no avail. They gave me supplements to balance my hormones, and several times they told me that I could have my womb cauterized, in order to stop the heavy bleeding. The supplements didn’t work, and I sensed that an ablation of my womb would backfire for me. So, I did not have that procedure, even though I was desperate for a cure.
During these years, I also asked others to pray for my healing. I declared healing Scriptures over my womb. I went to several healing church services, expecting to receive a miracle. I believed, without a doubt, that Jesus was MY Great Physician, and it was HIS WILL to physically heal me. I believed that with Yahweh what seems impossible becomes possible. And yet, the bleeding continued…
It felt like I was that “bleeding woman” in Scripture, who desperately needed to touch the hem of Jesus’s garment. And yet, I was daily touching Jesus, for I had already formed a very intimate relationship with my heavenly Father and Savior. My faith was strong. So what was going on? Why was I still bleeding? I started to think that something was seriously wrong with my womb. Where was my sovereign remedy from heaven?
It wasn’t until I was 57 years old that I finally received my miracle. And it was nothing like I ever imagined.
One evening, while desperate for a cure, I asked two women to lead me in prayer. Since it was already late that night, we decided to meet the following Tuesday, so we would have more time to pray. To prepare for our meeting, I asked Yahweh, “What do you want me to know before I receive prayer? Please give me heavenly intel. WHY is my womb physically bleeding?”
Very quickly Yahweh said, “Your womb is bleeding because of your abortion when you were 20.” I replied to Yahweh, “What…that again? It has to do with my abortion that happened 37 years ago. But Father, you already healed me spiritually of that trauma when I was 35, and again at 42. What could possibly be left that is causing me to physically bleed from my womb?”
On Tuesday the ladies led me back to the day of my abortion, as I knew that is where Yahweh was leading me. When the ladies asked me what I was feeling on the day of my abortion, I quickly replied, “I feel like I failed Jesus,” which actually surprised me, because I didn’t know I felt that way until I spoke it out of my mouth. For I was not a true believer when I had the abortion.
The ladies led me to ask Jesus, “What do you want me to know about me feeling that I failed you?” So I did. Immediately, he replied, “You have never failed me.” Jesus’s words at first sounded like a natural response to someone you are trying to comfort. So, I repeated what Jesus said to me 7 times out loud, “You have never failed me,” as I knew there had to be a deeper meaning to what Jesus was saying to me. By the 7th time I spoke Jesus’s words out loud, the word NEVER was highlighted in my mind. Jesus’s words became “You have NEVER failed me.”
Hmmm … what was Jesus wanting to reveal? So I asked Jesus, “Why is it important for me to know that I have NEVER failed you? Immediately memories came back to my mind of all the times where I felt like I had utterly failed Jesus in my walk with him. Immediately, I knew Jesus was revealing to me, “Not only did you not fail me when you had the abortion, you have never failed me in your walk with me.” Jesus’s personal words for me resolved so many things.
I realized that this lie had been implanted into my heart 37 years ago on the day of my abortion by Satan himself. You see how devious and sneaky Satan is. He is the one who convinced me to get an abortion in the first place, and then he made me feel like I failed Jesus. What deception!!! Satan’s lie that he placed in my heart had been following me for 37 years. Without me even knowing it, I believed when things didn’t go quite the way I had hoped they would go, that I had failed Jesus!
Instead, Jesus wanted me to know, “YOU HAVE NEVER FAILED ME!”
As well as, “Nothing you have done, or will do, will ever separate you from my unconditional love for you! I am so proud of you my precious daughter. We will do great things together.”
On this day of prayer, I didn’t know that a lie of Satan would be revealed to me by Jesus himself, that he knew was hindering and holding me back from the fullness of my purpose and destiny. In fact, on this day, I thought I had already fully healed from the trauma of my abortion. Apparently, Jesus knew there was more that needed to be revealed and exposed, so that I could start believing his truth.
And here is the amazing, unbelievable part…Once the LIE OF SATAN was exchanged for YAHWEH’S TRUTH in my heart, I literally NEVER BLED AGAIN from my physical womb. My miracle that I had been believing for 8 years had finally manifested in the physical realm.
Hallelujah!!!
Here is what Yahweh said to me, “My precious daughter, I could have healed you when you declared healing Scripture over yourself all those years. I could have healed you at any one of those healing services you attended, because you truly did believe in my healing powers, with no doubt. BUT…if I had healed you during any one of those times, your physical body would have been healed, but you would still be left believing SATAN’S LIE. It was more important for me to remove the lie first, then to heal your physical womb. Your bleeding womb for 8 years was the catalyst I allowed, in order for you to discover the LIE and exchange it for MY TRUTH. I didn’t want to heal your physical body without first healing you spiritually. For I love you too much to do that.”
Thank you Jesus!!!
So if you find yourself dealing with a physical ailment, that just won’t go away, I encourage you to go to the Lord. Start by asking him, “Is my ailment physical, spiritual, or both?” And then ask him specifically, “WHY am I …? And what is your sovereign remedy for me?”
From my own experience, when you ask him these questions, he is sure to answer and may just be the catalyst for the IMPOSSIBLE becoming POSSIBLE!
BE HEALED IN JESUS’S MIGHTY AND MAJESTIC NAME!!!